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Things that kind of sadden me, but excite me at the same time!
Of course, you know of the divorce. It sucks, what all I've had to go through... but I am soooo blessed that I have seen the true side of things now and not 10 years later!
It kinda stinks that as well, my schooling is coming to an end. I've met some wonderful people, and basically have lived with them for half a year. I love them dearly as if they were my own family. They were there during the best times of my personal life... and were also there during the most difficult, but still, I managed to only miss 2 days of school. One due to being so sick from Jimmy leaving, that I couldn't even pick my head up from the bed and two being the court date, which in the same day I had to get stitches. Fun! Then going through the fight of getting my son back! They are so amazing and have seen strength, and I know that maybe it will come in handy for them one day have seeing me go through what I did and still kept going!
I have seen and found the stronger, hard working, determined, and spiritual leader woman in me that I thank God for.
I am happy that I can actually be in control of my own household!!! I can clean without anyone saying I did anything wrong! I can fix things around the house without anyone saying that it's a mans job and I need to leave it for him! I can paint, without anyone telling me no! I can feel like me again and be the one to go to the grocery store and pick out what I need! I know what goes in and out of the account! I'm actually a person now! And I am happpy! SO very happy!!!
So... 6 more school days till I graduate!
"...The End. is just a new beginning"
Looks like I hit my goal weight after all! When I say I'm going to do something, I am. :)
BEACH TIME!!!
Ready Heidi?
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