The Lion, the Witch and the lack of a Wardrobe

Alright... so today. D and I are at Hurricane Harbor, and as many times as we have been there, I NEVER get these feelings. As we were leaving the Mega Slides, somewhere deep in my gut or soul, stirred up something I cannot explain. Something very alerting and fearful. I FELT certain individuals we're near the presence of where we were. I remember the step I took when my brain transitioned into High Awareness. I immediately looked at my surroundings.

Though God blessed me with this "feeling" to detect certain things He has not yet taken care of my bitterness and anger towards these people.

(I detected these people as soon as I knew them on a personal level and I accepted them the way they were. They wouldn't admit because they are very prideful, but I was SOOOOO CLOSE to God on such a deep spiritual level and I feel like I not only truly helped in that area that they lacked, plus I helped them with their fitness levels. If what she said out of her own mouth were true about jealousy, insecurity and "threat", she wouldn't have been so HATEFUL towards me, but more protective. Or maybe that's just my heart. But I realized when she was talking about cancer, it was a moment she looked in the mirror. Reading a friends blog yesterday actually made me cry cause it was about people wanting to steal her happiness cause they feel as if no one should be happier than her. Well, I can say I have truly experienced that. And I can try to put myself in other peoples shoes. Shoot, I'd be jealous of me too! And a bit intimidated because I do EVERYTHING... with Passion! But I have never been so unconfident to try and turn things on the ones who may make me feel unconfident. As a christian, we uplift, and not degrade. But I see that this was... normal. It's funny how some can bring kids to the Lord on an impersonal level, but the ones closest on a personal level, they harm the Kingdom. Think about that.)

Coming closer to our table in which had our belongings on it, sure enough... lo and behold. There was the evil that surpassed all evil that I've ever known.

If she weren't so oblivious to the infection she caused, things would have been so different. But when you try and FORCE your husband on another girl, THAT. IS. SICK!

Congratulations on trying to force that into reality. Congratulations on screwing so many peoples lives up.

Flee! Cause people... My face is just gonna get more and more known. And you're gonna hate it. Hm, you already do. But you should be hatin' what's in the mirror. Cause honestly, the white dainty flower,... doesn't cover an ugly heart. Nor does a voice. Quit putting on a show.