And so it happens...

After 3 years of not allowing anyone into my heart... someone comes along and tears down the walls in which another man has built around my heart! Someone who doesn't present his title as a "man",... but a "gentleman" that is about more then I could even ask for. My past, I never dated a REAL "man". Not one who sticks by their word. Not one who is trust worthy. Not one who I would trust with my life. Because honestly... they/he didn't have a heart. Not a real one. Not one of those loving ones. And I was hoping in this life to get as close to unconditional as they get. I know with certainty, God has blessed me with that. And the reason why I know.. is because... there are absolutely no comparable words. Words can't even begin to compare or describe. God had his hand in the middle of this from the beginning.
I remember after my divorce, talking to one of the ladies in my divorce care program at church. I remember the exact details of telling her how there is someone out there who wants love and who wants to give love. REAL love! And I just KNEW whoever he was, was going through the same pains as I was going through. I remember praying for not only my own personal circumstances, but also this unknown man. And though I look back and realize I had not a clue as to what I was praying for... I do now. Because this one... was who he was talking about. And he found me! We both grieved of our relationships at the same time. So much pain. Put somehow, our prayers were for one another.
No one of my past was worth my undying love. It's for me to give it to someone who is worth it. My heart is now taken.






This song makes me thing of what I went through in my marriage,... and how my life turned out to be <3

So so very thankful. And blessed beyond measure.



Dear Lucky,
I'm so excited about our future!!! =)