He has risen!!! And lifted my heart fully!!! I AM FREE!!!!!

I would like to tell you a little story. It's a very short story, because this story is about today.

Some of you may have seen a couple of my posts about the Highland house has a couple of significant numbers this year. I don't know why these numbers were so special,... but 1 and 3 has repeatedly shown itself for special reasons. For example, on the 3rd month of the year '13, I turned 31. Also, on the 11th month of the year '13, Dillon will turn 13. Dillon is also #1 this baseball season. It's been special since the year has begun. But I never knew why. Until today.... 3-31-13

Today I slept in. And so did Dillon. We woke up roughly about the same time. So I asked him to stay in the living room while I hide some Easter eggs. You know,... since today is Easter Sunday.

His best friend came by while I was hiding them, and I asked him if he wanted to help me hide the rest so Dillon can hunt for them. He helped and then Dillon has a great time finding them.

They then played for awhile, and I went to the back yard to work in the greenhouse and transplant some of the growing veggies into larger containers. 

As I was doing so,... Dillon came around the corner and said "Someone is here to see you."

Then I saw Laci (the neighbors grandaughter) come around, and I said "Hi Laci!"

Dillon said "Noooo, someone else!"  So,.. I was waiting for them to come around the corner.

Slowely walking around, carefully paying attention to every moment, my jaw drops and I am speechless. 

All of a sudden I felt a flood of tears flow down my face. Emotions of the past rushing through my head.

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My ex husbands best friend. I once felt betrayed by her and a few others for taking his side and leaving me alone. So. very. alone. 

It has been over 4 years since I have seen her.

She told me that she has driven by my house several times. But today, was the day God chose.

Some time back, she said I kept crossing her mind, over and over and over again. She asked God "Why?Why are you showing me her image after all she has done?" 

By talking with her, I found out all these things he has said about me. About the supposedly bipolar and all kinds of medications I am on.  But what throws me off, is that EVERYONE who knows me,... knows I hate meds. I will even suffer through horrid period cramps and a migrane before I'll even take an aleve. And even my ex husband knew that! But it was just one thing, on top of everything else I heard of what he said. It didn't surprise me. It took her time. More time then a couple others who came to me and asked me to forgive them,... but she now knows the TRUTH. 

But keep reading, because the good part hasn't come yet.

She can obviously tell, I have still held on. It still hurts. I never had closure. I knew knew WHY he left.

After so much drama, she couldn't handle it anymore. She couldn't be friends with him any longer. 

I have learned a few other things. Things that I hadn't known.

I guess all the girls that I knew he was messing around with (I only know because they messeged me on facebook) after our divorce. Things that I didn't care to know. 

He is remarried. His third marriage. A Pastors son.

But let me tell you something else. For FOUR years,... part of my heart has been waiting. I don't know exactly what I have been waiting for. But a sign. In reguards to him. Closure.

Today,... I found out my ex-husband. Someone who I have loved more than any man I have ever known...

Has herpes. And his wife does too.

In my mind, I know him well enough, to know... that's probably why he married her. 

I never thought I would get to hear or see if karma ever exists. But today I witnessed it.

For so long, I have held onto something. But today... of all days... four years later...

God chose a day I am not worthy of, Resurrection day,... to be THE DAY He lays my heart to rest.

3/31/13

My heart is completely set FREE!!! 

My pain that has only been multiplying,... is here no longer!

Thank you Jesus! Thank you!

(P.S. My ex husband-pk has HERPES!!!) if I didn't already say that.

Today... has been one heck of a day.