Laura Story Blessings

Yes! Yes! Yes! I know now. I understand. It was a very long 4 year wait. But You are faithful in giving us answers we need! I love you soooooooooooooooo much!!! Thank you for blessing me! Over and over and over again! I was once told I was in denial. And I couldn't understand why. I tried to think of ALL the things I did, what I could have done better, what I did do, what I didn't do. I couldn't figure it out! I had unanswered prayers for the longest time. I was.... stuck. But what I realize now,.. is that he was right. I was in denial. But I wasn't in denial the way he thought. I wasn't in denial about myself. I was in denial about him. I lifted him up. I submitted to him FULLY and as a Proverbs wife SHOULD! But there was one thing I couldn't be submissive ENOUGH to him. And that was the dark life he wanted to live. And I didn't want any part of it. This dark life had led him down a path that he can never get back. He can never, never be "clean" again. God, I am so blessed you have allowed me to stay faithful. To be a constant in You. Thank you for Your undying love. For Your grace. Your goodness. Your prosperity. Thank you for simply,... keeping me safe in Your arms and out of harms reach(almost). I love You so, and I sacrifice my life to you. Please continue to direct my path, and USE me God. Continue to USE me for Your kingdom. Your glory!!! I am set FREE!