176 hours of sleep. In 10 days.

So, I go in on June 3rd to get another x-ray done. I'm believing that my the broken bones in my neck have healed together, and properly. I have been taking extreme caution of everything I do. Kinda have to. The meds only get me about 30 minutes of awareness before I fall back asleep again. Last night I tossed and turned a bit. But I was brought an ice pack for the back of my head at 4am this morning, which was the next time scheduled to take my pain meds. I felt better instantly.

I must have hit the back of my head really hard because it has been numb since the day of the accident, and I've always been hard headed to where I can handle m hair being pulled hard for french braids or extentions, but now I can barely handle brushing my hair. I attempted to do my hair alone yesterday, and it was straining. But I know in time, that it will get easier.

Lauren has been helping me in the shower. God bless her. I have to keep the brace on at all times. So when I get out of the shower, the sponge-like pads on my neck brace holds so much water. So not only is it heavy, but it makes it almost impossible to dry off because those things keep dripping water all over. Then they change the braces pads out. So one person holds my head as the other replaces.

Yesterday I got to go to church. I really don't know what Id do without Christ Church. They have been there with me through everything. We're all so very close. Me and L sat down and Stephi saw us. She came over sat next to me and started crying. I held her hand and I kept it together. I love her so much. 1st service then came to an end and people started coming into 2nd service, which is the one I usually attend. I saw Kristal and she just started sobbing. I couldn't hold it any longer. I am so thankful for all my friends so care so much. I could have lost my life instantly. I couldn't imagine losing any of them. We hugged each other crying.

I couldn't imagine a better family. I truly could not imagine a better place to be then right here.

I feel like I have some more time before I fall back asleep, so I am going to start working on some personal Thank You cards.


PS, my hopes are high, and signed up for the Jailbreak yesterday. I know I'm going to be all good by September! No doubt.