After the accident, I had a strong feeling to call up to the station to see how he was doing. I got through, but he denied my phone call. I guess it's just not in my blood to refuse and turn away from people, so I just don't understand why he is this way, and how he feels comfortable doing that. I know he may feel bad, or guilty and may just want to put the "situation" out of his mind. But I don't "wash my hands" of people. I love. And I love until I can love no longer. Even with what happened, I will always pray for him. I wish it could be to where he could just say hello or something. In no way would I want of anything to get back together, but he is the only person of everyone that I've known in my entire life that is just not there, and under such very uncomfortable circumstances. All I can say is... I tried. (once again)
Anyways, it's mothers day. A year later after he last time reached out to me, which was "happy mothers day" soon after my son was taken into custody. BUT today, I should be released from the hospital at 4PM.
#thankful
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- Jules
- This story is about a girl that loves LOVE! Where would we be without it? I love Jesus. I love Dillon. I love dancing. I love the stars. I love singing. I love makeup & stilettos. I love fashion. I love to cook. I love photography. I love cycling, running, swimming, hiking, checking facebook friend status updates, jumping on the trampoline, going to church,I love connecting with other women who have encountered pain as I had, volunteering, watching movies, planting flowers, drawing, sewing, scrapbooking, Versa Spa, Vita-C Serum, Black finger nail polish, perfecting things. I love being totally RaNdOm! TRAVELING!!! I love sinners. I love nonbelievers. Oh the joy it brings inside this heart of mine the reaction they're going to have when they see Jesus face to face! What a party we'll have!
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