Unmeasurable Blessings

I feel good. Inside. And out.
I can feel it. I can see it.

So many things God has shown me. Within HIS time.
When there is so much going on... so many things going through your head, it's hard to step back and give God the chance to just take care of things.

You have to trust.

It took some time. I'm not gonna lie.

My intimate life with the Lord has become stronger than ever before. My prayers are truly real. It's amazing how one could go from being scared to pray and focusing more on the "feeling" of prayer than the "meaning."

For instance a great friend of mine prayed for me that morning and told me that everyone that I speak with, that I come across, that I do "business" with will favor me. From the moment I heard that, I gave it to God and believed in it.
So many things were going according to that plan, and after I left downtown from turning in a document I called a friend to tell them that it went easier then I had thought it would have. That the change of the date wasn't a problem. I immediately realized the pride within me, praising myself for that brief second. And instantly I could see God's face showing me to back off the pride and give that what belonged to Him back to Him. I did, and I felt good giving all thanks to Him for the occurrence! And for allowing me to swallow my pride and give Him the praise.

God is showing me that by being faithful, and giving the way I should, and leaving all things for Him to take care of... He will show me truth. Happiness. Joy.

My sister and I are building a relationship that we've never had. We talk often over the phone! She is offering her house, arms, everything for my precious boy. I know he will be safe.

I have been visiting with my mother every Sunday. She is really enjoying her church. I see a difference in the peace within her. I did her hair yesterday and gave her a makeover. She looked so pretty!

Today has been pretty blessed day.
My primary focus, now that God is showing me, me... I can finally feel free to completely open up to the healing and pray for people I love most with my entire heart. I would love to share my prayers like usual... but these in my heart now are just for God. They are as intimate as they could get. And I'm looking forward to hearing the answers. No matter how long they may take.

I'm closing this with a little smile, and with a heart full of love... that I only learned from One.