100 days

100 days till we bring in the new year... and I could not be more excited!

I've already put yesterday behind me, now I am more than ready to put 2009 behind me!

Although Christmas '09 will probably be the best Christmas I ever have, I'm looking forward to the promises of tomorrow, 2010.

2009 is the hardest year of my life. From the struggles of things that I was forced to "deal with", many losses, many things stolen from my life both emotionally and material. And though I have to learn to trust once again, I'm not rushing it. Because I know that by not fully trusting, I am in this chapter in my life that I can give fully to God. I'm not blinded. I'm thinking of the one who matters most FIRST. I have nothing holding me back. And I am so in love. And I never want it to end.

I'm ready. Dillon will be coming home in a couple of weeks. Praise the Lord.
I couldn't thank enough the most amazing sister for being there in so many ways, and my beautiful niece for making me smile without her even saying a word.
I have learned so much from Dave Ramseys Financial Peace University! I love it! I have that sense of financial freedom now. My money doesn't control me. I control my money.
I have the most amazing friends in the whole world! I couldn't be more thankful!
I'm learning new things everyday. I'm practicing things everyday.

2009 equaled unexplainable heartache, but then I also found happiness I never thought was possible.



The countdown has begun.