May the Ice of Bitterness Break

I am at complete peace with everything. Usually you can converse easily with people when you don't have any resentment, or bitterness towards others, and although I feel like a have a incredibly good enough reason to have that resentment and bitterness towards my ex, I am a very forgiving person, and I don't.

So the other day, as I go to this new restaurant I've never been to, I find that they have the best bread pudding in the area. I know it was my ex's favorite, so being nice, I thought I'd send him an e-mail letting him know about it. Normal nice thing to do right? Of course. (And I'm still trying to understand it from his view, but I still don't understand such hatred... but the only thing I can think of is that he might have assumed that I want to still work things out. Haha. I got news. There is no way in this world would I ever put my son's life in harm again!, I just thought he'd be able to take his gf that he had an affair on me with... no big deal. It actually makes me happy that he is consumed with things to keep him busy. Lord bless him.)

So my email went like this:

http://www.chefpointcafe.org/
Thought you may want to check this out. Voted the best bread pudding in FW. A 5* resaurant in a gas station. Was on Good Morning America.

Blessings
Julie


And this is what I get back:

I blocked you a long time ago--I don't wish to have ANY contact with you nor do I wish to know whats going on with you--I'm not sure how this email got passed my "block". Be assured, I will re-block you asap because I know you would never respect my request for zero contact, you never have.
Jimmy


Well for his dad being the president of the Cleansing Stream, they teach about words and such, I just don't see how it passed down in generations. It sucks, but hopefully he'll get over whatever bitterness and hatred he carried to be a better man.
Well I had company over, my Roomate and her Firefighter friend, which knows Jimmy, while I was sitting on the couch with my phone catching up on all my e-mails, when I had come across his. Honestly, the e-mail made me fee a little sour, but to express what I felt, I read it to them.
So the firefighter laughed, and said "He stooped that low over bread pudding!?"

I do find it quite amusing. And although I want nothing to do with him on "that level" it still hurts to see him become the man he has become. I wish the best for him. In a bitterLESS way.