Two by Two

Sooo... last night I talked to a friend from church for about an hour.
I don't remember how we met... other than just a simple "good morning" and a shake of a hand at church.

I'm not close to the "dating" scene yet, but I am at the point where I'm beginning to test the trust. My heart desires to trust sooooo bad!

During our phone conversation last night we talked about several things. Some things that hit SO ON TARGET!!!

I told him things that I didn't like during my marriage. That I'd NEVER (people say "never say never" but I MEAN never!!!) go through again in a relationship.

When my ex and I were "together", we really weren't "together". In my mind, no other man existed. I didn't care about anything else in the whole wide world but to please him entirly.
Now looking back, all I see from him is that he not only took advantage of that but wanted more, more then I felt comfortable to give. It just kept growing in time! I always talked to him about how I didn't like the way he talked to me (made up stories and words even), and how I didn't like particular things. He would gracefully apologize and say it wouldn't happen again,... yet step by step, sneak his way back to same thing. In his heart, it never stopped.

So by talking to this guy, it kind of gives me hope once again. This guy said to me that there are guys who do like things like that, but he is one that really doesn't think it's enticing/appealing or even attractive. Then what he said really hit on target. He said when he gets married, he just wants it to be him and his wife. His words, "This may sound funny, but I'll be selfish with my wife, no way in the world would I want to ~share~ her with ANYONE".

I can't tell you how SPECCCCIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL that makes a woman feel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For a marriage to consist of ONLY TWO... I REPEAT... ONLY TWOOOOO PEOPLE is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now that's what I'm talkin' about.

Real men really do exist!



I'll give this blog a WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! lol

I believe God made it Two by Two for a reason.