The World from my Vision is Infected.

I will never be dependent on someone filling my life with additional happiness. I'm much better off,... alone.
Only pain has ever come from any relationship I've ever known.

Time will pass, as I progress, to advance in stages that surpass their best.
I will fly, I will sing, I will give my life to the world, and do everything.

I cannot begin to express pain I've lived, and the list of sins that I've sinned.
Broken is such a pleasant word compared all to which I've endured.

Most days I feel so strong, very few days I feel so weak,
I will stay strong through EVERYTHING that's gone wrong this entire week.

Just a silly little song, that popped up on my iPod,
Reminding me of people that I've allowed to rip pieces of my heart, which I pretend has not fallen apart.

I'm not sure why God has called this girl who wants to love someone so bad,
to people who'd do everything they can to take the very little bit I had left.

Closing this with just enough love to bare in this busy city,
Knowing there will never be one that I can lean on, but so many can lean on me.
Sometimes life doesn't seem fair. Ever.