So I get this phone call from a girl saying that she is SO EXCITED that she found my card that she's been searching for for 3 years now! lol

She used to watch my son in the kids club at LAFitness back when I was married. She was telling me how much she missed seeing me and Dillon. How she used to help him with his homework and how ripped he was!

She told me she saw my ex husband at the LA in Arlington around a year ago asking about us. Supposedly he said we had a rough ending. Hm, wonder why.

Anyways, I sent her a pic of Dillon that I took yesterday. He's still just as ripped. Now, I'm trying to get back to where I used to be. It's not been easy after breaking my neck but I haven't given up, never will. I think I'm just too hard on myself.

Dillon has a triathlon next weekend. Very much looking forward to it! I did my first Tri right before my accident, I'm now training for another, which I plan on doing one at the end of June. We shall see!

My very best friend in Cali talked on the phone earlier about single life. We both laughed cause we want kids and how we both feel like there just aren't any good guys out there. Truly feel that way. They're all so very deceitful. Anyways, we brought up donors. I looked up how to get a donor online and the process is quite simple. Oh, to be a mommy of a little one again would make my heart melt to pieces. I LOVE and adore my son so much and he is growing up to be a fine young man. Always wanting a brother or sister that I never had the chance to give him. And it's not just about that. It's my age and the set of mind I am in today. I have been through a lot, and I have seen a lot. And I gotta say,.. I'm a pretty great momma and have a pretty good balance... all but fixing my fence which I'm still trying to dig that cement block out of the ground!!! Argh.

Please check back though... got some fun and exciting things coming up beginning June 4th!

Much love!!!! ...unconditional