You know what really sucks?

It's having the intentions of being friends with someone you think can be a super duper leader for the kingdom.

When something so little, so minute creeps in and changes all of your thoughts.

If someone can lie without hesitation saying that they were "too busy" to respond to your text yet on their fb, they've updated, commented several times, not including having to of listened to an entire lengths song,.. just really shocks me.

I'm very glad that my standards are so high and that my sensor within me is so strong.

Because I firmly believe that if you can lie about a silly dumb thing,... you can most definitely lie about big serious things.

I love to watch people. Pay attention to people. Good and bad. I truly focus on every single individual. Because I care. I care about how I live my life and do my very best to not make mistakes others make by watching them, and I take the good that people have done and apply it to my life as well.

I absolutely wouldn't change who I am. I love being me. I give so much of me and I am honest and obedient. I would never take back my trials because I have learned from them and have been able to share but letting people know that they are not alone.

So in this, I will pray for myself which I seldom do. I pray that God steadily protects me with his constant armour. That whatever the path he lay for me I will take with honor. That my heart will stay vigilant yet fragile. And that I will consistently wilt in Your arms and serve You. Forever.