YOU contacted me!!! I NEVER asked or wanted to hear from you again--so don't act like I'm sending you UNWANTED messages!!! And stop being annoyed at people viewing your PUBLIC blog, thats stupid!--it's your choice to make it PUBLIC!!!
YOU NINCOMPOOP!!! I DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!! TRISH IS NOT AND HAS NEVER BEEN MY GIRLFRIEND!!!--she laughs every time you call her that! I don't, because it just shows how disturbed you are!!! You will blame everyone but YOU for me leaving--NEWSFLASH: YOU ARE THE SOLE REASON I HAD TO LEAVE!!! I never cheated on you, I wasn't seeing anyone, I DIDN'T HAVE ANY OTHER MOTIVATION BUT TO GET AWAY FROM YOUR BRAINWASHED CONCENTRATION CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! btw, that term (brainwashed concentration camp) was coined by my dad to described YOU! ...
----( Chris Hayward - Cleansing Stream Ministries )----
... Also, I am at a complete loss on the "Mary Kay lady" thing--I haven't spoken to my "other girlfriend" from NM since I first met you!!! If you only knew how stupid you sound every time you talk about me having a "girlfriend"!!! THE THOUGHT OF BEING A "BOYFRIEND" MAKES ME SICK!!! MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS (INCLUDING TRISH) WOULD KILL ME IF I TRIED TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND RIGHT NOW!!! THAT'S HOW BAD YOU DAMAGED ME!!! I CAN'T EVEN BE A GOOD FRIEND TO ANYBODY RIGHT NOW, LET ALONE A STINKING BOYFRIEND!!! YOU DON'T HAVE A CLUE ABOUT ME!!! YOU NEVER HAVE--THAT'S WHY IT CAUGHT YOU SO OFF-GUARD WHEN I LEFT YOU!!! I gave you warning after warning after warning . . . but you never listened . . .
Would you like to hear the truth about me leaving . . . . ? The night you threatened my job was the night I left you. My body may have been at home with you--but that's only because you threatened me . . . I was already gone. My last hope, my last prayer, my last act and feeling of love for you, and my last desire to be with you forever . . . . were forever lost in that moment. You snuffed my fire out.
I don't know if anyone will be able to salvage me again . . . I don't know if I will ever be a good friend again . . . a good "boyfriend" again . . . or even a good husband again. I do know one thing for sure though . . . I will never be any of those things for you.
So, go-ahead and keep telling yourself that I'm "evil" and that I was cheating on you if it makes you feel better about me leaving you. Keep telling other people that I stole from you if it makes you feel better. Keep telling everyone on your blogs, "spaces" and "faces" that I was an evil man who did evil things . . . whatever makes you feel better, Julie . . . because in the end, the truth is that I don't give a slinging-shit what you think. And anyone who has half a brain and endeavors to look at the facts you hide will soon not give a slinging-shit either. Here's two quotes for you wrap your narcissistic (look it up!) mind around: "A lie goes half way round the world before the truth can get its pants on" and "Man will occasionally stumble over the truth, but most of the time he will pick himself up and continue on." Winston Churchill
Now, I could easily go into a long rant (look it up) about how you have been telling the world I'm stealing, abusive, evil etc. etc. and then point-out how you treated me during our "marriage", that you wouldn't lift a finger to help me, wouldn't work, wouldn't clean, constantly disrespected me in-front of Dillon, lied to me, threatened me, yelled at me when I tried to be nice and then yelled at me when I stopped being nice, said "It would be so much easier if CPS just took Dillon away." Oh, are you happy that you got your wish??? Also, that you stole money from Craig, stole patient files, wouldn't come to work, got fired but claimed you quit (btw, did you know that Craig was going to fire you long before he did but I talked him out of it and asked him to give you another chance . . . ??). That you initiated hateful emails to Trish and even though she responded by telling you how beautiful you are and that you have a great son and are a very capable person and that she was not my girlfriend (despite what Matt--your photo meetup pal may have said) . . . You responded back by telling her she was ugly, a bad mother, and worthless ("trash"). Proverbs 17:13 "He who repays evil for good, Evil will not depart from his house." That's exactly what you did. Oh, dang! I guess I did go on a rant . . . Well, I guess people with Borderline Personality Disorder are not the only ones who can go on a rant . . .
Julie, I know NONE of what I'm saying will register with you . . . I don't care. For once, this is not about you--it's about me and making me feel better. And I do. Every single time I look down at my phone and realize I don't have anyone bothering me, when I come home to a clean, quiet, drama-free home, when I go to work without fear of coming home, when I do get a phone call--its someone who is pleasant to talk to, when I lay in bed--I actually sleep!!! When I go run 15 or 20 miles my head is clear and not trying to unwind the tangles you have made, and when I walk in the door and my mountain of a mastiff running up to me is the only scary thing I have to deal with. I cherish every moment of peaceful silence. My friends, my family, my church and my Moses are my world . . . . . So, stop showing up in my email (or anywhere else for that matter) selling Crazy, I bought a lifetime supply of it while I was married to you!
Also, when you publicly slander someone and then write them a letter . . . don't sign it "Blessings"--that's the definition of hypocrisy
Resting,
Jimmy
PS A little birdie just told me: He (or she) who feeds twittering birdies bad food, gets pooped-on.
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Although this was in my "private e-mail", it was written... and not by me. So if anyone has a problem with it... take it to the person who wrote it.
If you don't want something public, don't write trash. The true you will come out.
So if you have an opinion, go to the person who created this disasterous e-mail. Speak your opinion to him. I'm sure y'all would make a great team! He has lots of opinions.
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lol! Wow! My goodness gracious, this email is ridiculous! Someone needs to tell him it is called 'looking to Jesus'. If a human being had THAT much control over him, maybe he should check to see if he had made an idol! B/c it seems that when his "perfect" idea of didnt match up to the human he put pressure on to match up to the grand illusion in his head - he no longer wanted it.
He also said how you shouldnt be including the term "blessings" with your emails if you are going to publicly slander someone??!? So then, him writing a private email and slandering someone and even including Bible verses along with curse words would then be considered 'non-hypocritical', right??? Hmm, crazy(look it up Jim) :/
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BRAINWASHED CONCENTRATION CAMP???? Funny who put the locks on the doors backwards????? Let’s see who with held food? OH and better who exactly left marks I know that wasn’t you. But as we can see by that text this apple doesn’t fall far from tree. Man of God. Don’t think so. My God doesn’t encourage divorce much less communicate with the adulteress. That sure says enough about him and his ministry. Maybe I am due for a GREAT BIG HIGHLAND HUG! They are crazy Julie delete his number from your phone and know you are better being rid of a bunch of hypocrites.