Over 5 hours! Phew!

So it took my over 5 hours to hack into all my accounts! But I finally configured them! Yay!
All my passwords had been changed, but now it's back to normal. It took long enough!.. and I never want to go through that headache again, but I did it!

So now that it's midnight, 2 hours passed my bedtime, I'm finally going to shut the computer off and lay my head on my pillow and hold the teddy bear that Dillon held tight while he was here and fall fast asleep.

Tomorrow is a new day. A new chapter.
And it's supposed to rain.
Not a bad thing at all! It means good luck, from what I hear, in Italy.

Letting go was hard. WOW was it hard! But I see that it wasn't right for me in particular situations. I am blessed to how the Lord works in such mysterious way. Sometimes painful, but I know it's because he loves me and is getting me ready!
What it might be, I don't know. But I'm sure excited!

I was moving backwards, but now I'm moving forwards.

Thank you to my wonderful and loyal friends, who have been there all the way with all of this.

Heidi, for being there, encouraging me, not judging, for being such a beautiful friend. You are one in a million.

Cinty, maybe I should say 2 in a million. You me and Heidi could be like peas in a pod. You're love is endless and you have ALWAYS been there for me. You have gone far beyond out of your way to help me with such things as thing password deal and checking on licensing hours for Cali!
I'm really looking forward to moving there! You two are commited! I admire that about the both of you!!!!!

Emily, you have always been there, even when I pushed you away your prayers have been heard. Thank you so much for your encouragement! I love you so much. And new baby Caram is going to be the best addition ever. I pray for his/her complete health!

Stacey, you have welcomed me into your house during this painful trial. You have eased my mind with your sense of creativeness! I love that we were sewing up a storm. You are doing so good with the backpack, and I could have never made that teddy bear as good if it werent for you. I'm still on for the dancing session.

Stacy, my sister, I love you so much. If it werent for this tragedy, I don't know where we would stand. But I am grateful because I have my sister back! I love you and alway will. I miss those time you would pick me up from school, and you were the one to make sure my report card was signed and my homework was done. I love you and I could never ask for a better sister.

Mom, even you have been an encouragement. You have called me every single morning. Always at the same time on my way to school. I can't tell you how much that means to me! I love you with all my heart, and if I had all the money in the world, I'd get you a house and everything else you needed because you deserve to be pampered. One day mom, I promise I'll be there to make your dreams into a reality.

Kelly, you never stop caring! You are always there to lend a hug and listen to everything that's going on. I love you so much bestie. You are an amazingly smart girl! And I can't wait to see you conquer all your dreams!

Noel, Thank you for inviting me out everytime. Thank you for being there and understanding the situation, because you can relate to it. You are a great friend and I'm looking forward to hanging out many many more times! 2 times this week, not so bad of a start!

Vesta, my precious Vesta. Although you don't have a blogger or myspace or anything really, I still had to put you on here to say thank you for all of your prayers. You are such a prayer warrior! You are my mentor!!!

Pastor Ron, wow, what would I do without your counsel? It has helped me in so many ways. I know it will take several sessions to get me completely there, but I look forward to every session. Halfway through the week, I'm asking if it Monday yet for yet another session!

Mrs. Pickens, The list could go on! You have been there from day one! From the moment I was 100% happy in my marriage, all bragging about him and stuff... now to this. You have become a second mom to me. You are knowlegable about SO MANY diffrent things! Thank you for everything, I mean EVERYTHING you have done for me!

Mrs. Beggs, Holy Moly!!! PRAYER WARRIOR!!!!! All I have to say is I LOVE YOU TO DEATH!!!! You run the business better then anyone could! It can be challenging, and for as much as you go through DAILY... I don't know how you do it! I love you.

Ron Taylor, Thank you so much for encouraging me each morning. You have prayed for me and I am truly blessed. I have prayed for you as well. I can't say thank you enough.

Cindy Johnston, words can't describe how much you mean to me. Through all your hard work in the church, you're still there for me in every way. I love you, and it will be payed forward. You have planted seeds I'm starting to see grow.

BRING ON THE RAIN!!!

To more outstanding friends that I love dearly!!! I couldn't have done it without you.

Candace and Ross
Helen
Lennell
Ines
Alyssa
Chanel
Alexis from CSA
Robby
Joni
Valerie
Stephanie
Stephanie Day
Annette
Andi
Amanda
Michelle
CloAnn

And most importantly... God!

I love you all!