Press on

The words of the wise... "Press on"

During this journey, the construction on this gravel road, there will eventually be pavement. I can't quite see where the road gets smoother, but I know it's near. It may take me 1000 miles to get there, but it may also only take 10. But either way, the road I'm on right now should be a blessing. Who else gets to see all these thousands of stones? Who else gets to feel all these thousands of bumbs? Nevertheless, I've come to accept what is laid in front of me. Wether I like it or not. ~Julie


No one can determine who I can be.
My past can't determine who I want to be, who I desire to be.

I've got to be strong for myself, before I'm strong for anyone else.

Focus on becoming whole.
Because now, I am broken.
No one can fill that void in my life.

Submit my words to the Lord.
When emotions are present, Trust in the Lord, and submit yourself and your words to Him.
Desire to be submissive in all things.



I saw Jimmy today, and seen that it has not only taken a toll on my life but on his as well. He had lost alot of weight and was more pale then I ever had seen him.
The mind plays tricks on you. The whole time my thoughts made up these stories that he was living a high life since he's been gone.
Today proved me wrong.


So today, as I continue this life-long journey on this gravel road, maybe I'll stop here and there to pick up a couple of stones. Keep them in my back pocket, to look back and just to remember how far I've come.