Bit of a lonely day. Dillon's out with the guys. He needs that. I'm just wanting someone to hold onto me tightly. Luckily I know what that feels like,.. just want it forever.
Looking forward to this healing to be done. So maybe,.. just maybe,.. God introduces me to love once again. He knows my desires. He knows I try to convince myself I'm fine. When I'm not. I make things look so much brighter, so much more exciting, so much happier... then what is really deep inside.

This will pass. Just like everything else in my past.