You rob yourself when you make choices... based on your own understanding.

Jumping to conclusions about my status updates, thinking I have blocked my posts from an individual just because there has not been any status updates on my wall.

Once again, I get pushed down just because I have done or have not done something to someone else's capability.

No one takes into consideration that I may have not posted anything at all. No one has taken into consideration that when I'm quiet,... I'm hurting. Bad.

So when a person thinks in a selfish manner, excludes that there may be feelings of others, and goes on to delete the few things we shared together on their page. It tears my heart to shreds. Even more than not having the words to update my status. The pain multiplies.

When I have done nothing wrong.

Especially in this "I only have Facebook because of you." If this was the case, you know I'd see what you've done. It's like taking a stab to my heart.

I thought. I thought. I thought I meant so much more than to intentionally put yourself forward and hurt me in the process.

My few messages and pictures were deleted. Which means to me 2 things. 1, it was an intentional stab that was to lead in the want of me not being there anymore. Which is how I felt when I didn't even exist any longer.
2, to keep me hidden because there is or will be soon, someone else.

My heart doesn't work this way. I have a loving a giving heart and when you LOVE someone, you don't hurt them. You become a team as that person is part of you. That I feel what they feel or they feel what I feel.
That's. Love. There's no room for pain and heartache. There's no room for games.

You robbed yourself when you thought of your feelings first. When something so honest and pure and at a extremely critical time in my life,.. Because of no posts... this is what I deserve.
You robbed yourself that when you chose to make decisions based on your own understanding about ME without understanding at all, it would only come back that if this is what you really want SO badly...
Ill give it to you.

You robbed yourself of me.

#Unfriend. :(