So I get a call from the teacher asking why Dillon has been acting differently. I asked her how? She said he has been acting out more than normal, and seems really depressed.

She had then asked him why and he said because my ex boyfriend is not longer in our lives. That he really acted out even more today and found out why. We received 2 boxes later yesterday afternoon that had all of our belongings in them that were at his house. Dillon thought they were going to stay at his house in hopes we were going to be back. I didn't know he was as hurt as he was. I mean, it crossed my mind too about the same thing, but had no clue he thought that in depth.

Scheduled a Drs appointment for him today. He used to be on depression meds after the divorce. I think he may have to go back on them.

Little boy I don't know what to say
I wish I can do something about your heartache
I long for what you long for every day too
For someone to love us, for someone to come through
And show us what consistent means
that I know this year you will be a pre-teen
That you've not gotten close enough to call anyone dad
I hope I did okay, I gave you the very best I had
ever single day, I will be there till I die
Forever is a promise, 'cause I don't believe in goodbyes
People wont have the same promises and come and go as they do
But always remember your manners, always say thank you
for the times you got to spend with them, the experiences you shared
and all the sacrifices that you made, they'll always know you cared
that you're unique in so many ways, simply you outnumber them all
Your delicate life by your mothers side, watched her go through her long haul
With your own eyes you've seen your mom a teenager herself
You watched her go through all her trials, with no one else's help
You see you are a miracle child, you have so much to give
Everything will one day come together, in your benefit
So keep your chin up little boy, I promise you someday
There will be a guy you look up to, I know it's something you crave
Until that time keep focus my love, you have so much to look forward to
But never forget how far you've come, never forget how far you flew