I'm looking forward to the moment someone makes me feel special.
I'm looking forward to the times when someone thinks of me as a treasure.
When my only experiences have ended with let downs and pains
I'm not sure anymore if I am willing to take this chance again.

It hurts deep inside, I cannot even explain
I've just wanted someone to love this broken name
Julie Highland, a girl with SO much love
Julie Highland, a girl that can't get enough.

After 3 years of waiting for my Prince to come
With the times we had, wouldn't have guessed my heart to be trumped.
I catered to his every need,
I cannot do this again, my heart begins to bleed.

Why do I give my love so unintentionally?
Why do I keep thinking, there is someone out there for me?
I'm ripped to shreds,
TRYING to think of the best..
Of times I had throughout my life,
that maybe I'm never to be a wife.

I pray to you, God, all the time
Are my eyes & ears faulty? Cause I never get a sign.
I don't quite understand how my heart is always set up
By ones who said they love me, loved me so much.

I'm beginning to get confused as to what love is
It's spiraling out of control, is there something I missed?
I look in the mirror and see my reflection,
To see a girl, who's only known rejection.

As tears stream down my face, I don't know the things I did.
That somewhere, I did something, to make things turn out like this.
But I go over and over it in my head
Like a pencil to paper, writing with lead
I write all the good, but find nothing bad
I cannot figure out, why my heart feels mislead.

If life is full of lies, and I cannot see,
Then God, why am I here? I don't want to breath.
But you've told me time and time again,
Through every trial, you must comprehend,
Child, you mean so much to me,
You survived through so much,
You will be set free.
You have a purpose, but I cannot share
The gifts that I bring you,
As I'll be standing there...

Just stay strong, my little girl,
You will find love, one day in this broken world.